Thursday, June 23

luv me hate me

I'd rather have someone hate me for who i am than love me for who i'm not.

laugh-cry?

I always knew that looking back at the tears would make me laugh, but did i ever knew that looking back at the laughs would make me cry??

remember when?

Remember when boys had cooties
When friends always listened to you
When dreams were unshattered
and worries were few
when recess was to short and life was to long
when decisions came easy
with no need to belong when storks delivered babies
and passions werent so strong
when friendships werent broken
right was right and wrong was wrong
when bad things didnt happen...
only skinned knees brought tears
and the night light in our room quieted all our fears
when decisions were solved by ENI-MEANI-MINI-MO
when good-bye olny ment til tomorrow
when your cloths didnt match
and REAL friends didnt part
when fun went on forever
and nothing left a broken heart

kiss?

dont kiss guys with eyes of brown
they kiss you once and let you down
dont kiss a guy with eyes of green
they kiss you once and make you scream
ALWAYS kiss guys with eyes of blue
they kiss you once and fall in love with you

Monday, June 20

iM OnLy mE aNd tHaT's aLL i CaN bE, No MoRe ..No LeSs ..DoN't 2Nd GUeSS.
SuM DaYz iM FuNny OtHeRs im NoT, SuMTiMes iM iN OVerDriVe & i CaN't StOp.
u mAy NoT LiKe Me bUt thAt's oK tHiS iS mE aNd HoW i'LL -aLwAyz- sTaY
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·..·*¨)loOk at me nOw(¨*·... (¨*·..·»tell me wat yOu see«·..·*¨) .·*¨)it`s a whOle new game nOw(¨*·. ·»im nOt the girl i used tO be«·
Never ap0LOgiZe f0r sayin'
what u feeL
BcuZ thats Like sayin' s0rry
f0r BeInG ReAl
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*~ ..If you're GoNnA TALK -n- HATE....MaKe SuRe Ya FACTS are STRAIGHT.. ..CuZ What you THINK I Am.. ..ChAnCeS are...*I AIN'T*..~*
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to really understand me you have to read between the lines go beyond the skin get through all the lies there are so many things of the past I cant replace all of the bad memories and all of my mistakes im sorry im not the person everyone wants me to be, but i can't help it and dont want to this is me...